8th June 2007 - Another day...Well, have been pretty down this couple of days.. so many things on the mind... mentally imbalance and unstable... BAD... get irritated and jealous over the slightest thing... many times i tell myself.. 'Chrissy, you should be well well well aware of all these.. probably the problem has improve.. but it had never never go away as well... so why are you behaving like that now?' ........ simply hate all these........ nuisance i call it........ buck up and get a life...!!
Getting to see each other everyday won't necessary improve the relationship...... if you doesn't stand a part in the heart.. it never will......
I realized that i actually has an incomplete blog entry written in February saved in the draft blogging about the post CNY n post holiday thoughts... but never had the chance to complete that entry.. i thus decided to abandon that entry for the moment till i have the mood to go back to it again...
Just too bothered in the mind to do anything except writing rubbish... and rubbish don't last....
Will be returning to a empty home today... daddy & mummy is not in singapore.... zhi kor kor on night shift... jie kor kor sailing... and where can i go...??
i want to go for a short getaway... i don't mind alone.. but to somewhere safe please... any recommendation??
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